I know you asked me not to
But I did it anyway
I did it bc I needed to
Am I not strong enough?
Am I not good enough?
I’m not enough
The doc said
Don’t you go living live crazy like that girl
Don’t mix your pills with drinks he said
But, oh, doc. How can I not?
If it’s almost morning again
And I’m still awake
There’s too much of nothing on my mind
I know I know better
I’m tired of always knowing
And not getting it right
One more pill
One last day
If you asked me to
I would stay
You never look at me
You always stare away
Why can’t you see
The problem it’s not you
It’s me
